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Mama Z the Guru 5/22/26 Mama Z the Guru 5/22/26

Oh, To Be Feminine

Mother’s Day 2026 was the first time in a really long time that I actually felt feminine and beautiful.

Don’t get me wrong, I often feel beautiful. I am often treated like a woman by my peers in public and private. But a piece of me has questioned my relationship to femininity more often than I’d like to.

Mama Z the Guru 3/20/26 Mama Z the Guru 3/20/26

I Give Up.

Read with care. This is some real shit.

Mama Z the Guru 3/9/26 Mama Z the Guru 3/9/26

motherhood + womanhood

There is intimacy in exploring motherhood alongside exploring self. I am happily and wholesomely raising a little lady, and yet, I am still becoming a woman. My introduction to motherhood did not start or end my exploration of womanhood. I am a woman first, after all.

Mama Z the Guru 2/12/26 Mama Z the Guru 2/12/26

Romanticized.

I want nothing more than to be in love. Not with a man. Not with a woman. Not with a substance, but with myself and my life. I want to be in love with who I am. If you’re single for Valentine’s Day 2026, read this.